More then Conquerors

God says that we are more than conquerors, but I know that I don not all ways feel it. I also know that he calls us to live lives set apart to him, but I do not know if I always follow that either. I feel like I try to give my whole life over to God, and even sometimes when I am doing that, I still feel discouraged. By the word discouraged, I mean it as Webster’s 1984 states it.

To extinguish the courage of; to dishearten; to depress the spirits; to deject; to deprive of confidence.

I am beginning to think possible that this discouragement that I am feeling. This feeling like I am defeated (The word that came up as I was think about how I felt today), is linked to my consecration to God. Am I giving Him everything. I don’t know that I can say that I am setting myself apart to him. Even being on a mission trip right now, I was feeling defeated. I so want to walk as a conqueror, and believe God has that for me, but need to lean how to better give myself to Him. Tonight, I spent some time with some close friends getting to worship and seek Him and that was really good. The whole trip that I have been in Vancouver, I have been wanting to do some corporate worship, but have been unable to find who… so that is awesome. More from Canada later!